President Gas-Psychedelic Furs

mysteries of the mind - manic-depressive
Originally uploaded by rehuxley.

Yes,
I do believe I am Manic...
I have these unbelievable highs
and several bubbling letdowns that follow.
It happens on a daily basis, and though I am able to get over the lows without medication...
I do believe I am Manic.

I had been looking forward to this night for several nights before, I trip out for drinks and dinner with an old friend from my former workplace.
I entered the bar for "Happy Hours" and noticed others gathered as well. I realized that the night would end much earlier than anticipated, and with the larger than usual crowd I would not be able to mingle with other strangers at the bar as my friend and I had done the time before.
Now you think another person would have been happy to see a larger group gathered in their own honor, but I experienced a low. I had been excited to get out, now was out, and not happy. I ended up getting home by 6:30.

With the let down, I walked when I came back home, popped open a beer or two, smoked a bit more than I wanted...(couldn't smoke like I fiercely wanted in the larger group), and felt restless.
I had to move, I felt a mess, I was disappointed in the fact that I had set myself up again. And as I sit with my feet up on the couch in a sweatshirt and pair of jeans...I don't believe all this!

Hope the concert does not disappoint.

"You have to have a party
When you're in a state like this
You can really move it all
You have to vote and change
You have to get right out of it
Like out of all this mess
You'll say yeah to anything
If you believe all this "
-Psychedelic Furs