Hit Me With Your Best Shot-Pat Benetar

how much it'll cost you to shoot an unarmed person
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Sitting
Relaxing
Feet up in the living room

...THE KID CAN'T EVEN USE HIS OWN HOUSE KEY...
And when I rise to open the back door as he pounds...He hits me with words that have been absent in my life for the last two weeks.

I Try sooo hard to love him...

I CAN'T
I AM SORRY
I JUST CAN'T

HE MAKES ME PHYSICALLY SICK

No...No baseball games together
No walks on a golf course
No laughter
No NOTHING

I will never experience that with him.

And I ache when I see others...
Others who got off of that Coach bus and smiled at their Mom
.....Just Others