This IS T0morow-Bryan Ferry

Not Always Easy
Originally uploaded by vintage girl.

LOOKING for Happy THoughts
MAYbe Tomorrow.;
Now...going back to work after 84 days off isn't quite the Happiest thing in the world
BUT...It is JUSt what I need at this TIME

New People
New THOUGHTS
HAPPY
TRYing
TO BE

I went into work today to check out the literature selection. I have some choices...Among the Hidden: very good Sci Fi that I have already read...The Giver: Lois Lowery classic and Gathering Blue:same author...very good. (I have read them both as well) I chose an easy read to start out the year...The Dead Man In Indian Creek by Mary Downing Hahn: A story that is set in the fall about some middle school boys that go camping and find a "surprise". Now it is not at all as deep as the first three, but I must start out easy...to trap them! The class is all special education; 5 boys and 2 girls that are in 7th grade but read at 5th. I spent 3 hours today reading, grabbing vocab, and developing comprehension questions!

Tonight, with eyes strained...I sat on the porch, drinking red wine and smoking more than I should. It is 9:40 and I sit by the tv watching the series finale of SIX FEET UNDER...an HBO series that I just started enjoying...that of course...my luck...has come to an end. Always my LUCK...good things coming to an end.

17 took the car and will not be home until midnight. 14 is on his bike and will return by
10:30. H is upstairs in bed...readying for a long day of work. I try to Challenge myself with one last cigarette and glass of wine!

Not Always Easy
Nothing Ever IS

But DAMN

Nothing Has StoPPed me
SO FAR

OH Yeah...
Just found Out
DEVO is playing at the House of Blues
in Chicago this Thrusday and Friday
Soooo Sad I found out too late
ALready have tickets for
MY
ALL SCHOOL
HIGH SCHOOL
REUNION

Hmmmm....can not wait to see
Soooo many people from the past

That Was Then, THis IS NOW
SE HInton