DreamGirl-Dave Matthews Band

Fallen angel
Originally uploaded by lapinfille.

Well...My family...'Team Red' did not win the tournament yesterday, but did take home a prize for those whose teenagers were most fun and entertaining to be with. You see out of all of my friends, L, T, I, and my own family...we all have a 17...isn't that wierd? We also all either have a 14 and a 13. We also all have two kids, except for I who has three, which it makes it diffi ult to travel with them becuase they are alway griping about having to get two seperate rooms. So besides the Bocci Ball games and the Chicken Wing Cook Off we also have prizes for the most fun teens...mine were gold. See...that is my life however.

EVERYTHING LOOKS SO DAMN GOOD ON THE OUTSIDE THAT NO ONE BELIEVES MY INSIDE...
CAUSING ME TO EITHER THINK I AM CRAZY OR TO GO CRAZY/CRAZIER JUST TO PROVE IT ALL TO THEM.

So...I guess my teens being happy and fun in a crowd of my friends is a "Dream"!!

Speaking of Dreams...I woke up this morning with this strange feeling...knowing that feeling only comes from a stranger place...a dream.

In a NUTSHELL...I wanted this person inside of my dream very much...had gone to great lengths to get him into my space. Once invited over and ascending the stairs...I notice that he has brought along another guest, one who was NOT invited. I am disappointed, but know that she must leave. Unsure of how I manage getting her out of my apartment...to have HIM all to myself....even though things are going very well...sparks fly...yeah yeah yeah...BUT...even in my own Dream...I can still tell that he wants someone else.

I woke feeling like that...the feeling of despair and hope it does not stay with me all day...that feeling does not feel very good.

I want to fall upon a bed of feathers and dream of good things, of being in someone's dreams maybe?

"Caught by a wave
My back to the ocean
It knocks me off my feet and
Just as I find my footing
Here you come again
Dreamgirl, aww Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl"
DMB