Barbie Girl-Aqua

One would think that with a four day weekend a person would be extremely HAPPY
Ummmmm......
NOT

Ever THOUGHT you were just turning the pages of life?

Reasons?

1. I thought I would go out and shop for others...get a head start on the holday that I despise. Now it is not that I have that many people to shop for...just a few...I can count them on less than two hands...but it is that I ALWAY want to get that PERFECT gift...and never do. I hold my breath as they open the wrapping....never feeling quite as gleefull as I want to... once the gift is opened. My expectations are set WAY too high. Now really....I could care LESS as to what I get...I just ALWAYS want those that I purchase for, to be GLEEFULL!!!!! So, I am left in a frenzy of tears in the car as I pull away from shop to shop.

I did not find ONE THING for anyone else....but happened to find a wonderful pair of Sigrid Olsen baby ice blue corduroys as well as a Liz Claibourne baby blue tee for myself....damn...I AM SO EASY to buy for!!!!! ONE DAY...shot:((

2. I thought I would clean the ENTIRE house...there is a reason why I NEVER really do this very well...
I HATE IT.
I SHOULD GET A HOUSE CLEANER...I CAN AFFORD IT..L DOES...BUT I DON'T
I JUST DO NOT FEEL THAT I SHOULD WASTE THE $$$$
I WOULD RATHER HIRE A CHEF
YES....I should hire a chef.

I did clean it however...it took two entire days
but I DID IT!!!1
10 minutes later
there was crap in the kitchen
papers on the dining room table
leaves on the floor
dog hair on the rug
...you get the picture
and I found that all that work
just frustrated me
...and made me CRABBY
Mental NOte: NEVER clean Again...it makes you turn into a BITCH

3. I thought I would help H and I traveled to and fro to assist him in getting his SEVERAL "toys" into storage
Firstly...he has too many TOYS
Secondly....yeah...he has too many toys
It caused me to BITCH
each time I took the drive many miles back and forth to the SUPER $$$$$ storage facility
to help him store
HIS TOYS

Mental Note: Buy some TOYS...no...
TAKE A VACATION each year on my OWN
to forget about his TOYS

4. I thought I should do al of my chores but I did not grocery shop
I had an extra hour today to do it....
but
hey
so what.....
I just felt like using my hour for ME

5. I though I would be nice and helped 15 with his Speech project
"HOW TO SNOWBOARD"
Took pictures...with my white down comforter held up in the background for a TOTAL effect of snow
worked VERY hard at this
...wondering why
then I thought
And REMEMBERED
YEAH.....Snowboard Saturdays and SUndays are coming up soon
THERE IS a reason that all three of them have season passes and I DO NOT
I LOVE WINTER
I have soooo much time to myself

6. I tThought I would just take it easy Tonight:
Wine
Dinner
Sadness-
Weekend is over
Happiness-
Weekend is Over!
(SOmetimes I look forward to work more than home...now you can see why!!!!!

This week our statewide testing begins.
This week I begin
to WORK!!!!

OK....
Barbie Girl...one may ask????
I did attend a Weekend Costume Party
with my favorite local band
The Barbeez
and at a point in time
I tried to forget
Who I Really AM

BUT I THOUGHT
and then REALIZED

That
I don't really know WHO i AM

Heard the BUZZ?

Barbie Thinks About Taking A Vacation
No Ken
No Skipper
No SHIT!!!!