Numb-Linkin Park

Documenting time spent sitting in the kitchen becomes quite depressing....
but I am starting to figure out what SHE was staring at
smoke filled room
Flowers-bought by herself
Window Panes-holding her in

Hands...wrinkles...reflections of self
Crumbs on a table
A Car that awaits
her Escape
her Shoes
her Floor
an Open door

What's holding her back?
a Fear
a Change
a Child my age?
Just run
Take a chance
It can't be as bad as this

I contemplate heading out in the car
the Desire to RUN
yet I am stuck in the kitchen chair
With her, yet she is many miles away....
and I am going Numb.....

"I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you"
-Linkin Park