Bizarre Love Triangle-New Order

I see you!
Originally uploaded by mmoster.

So after some rough words of conversation with "17" I find myself curled up on the kitchen floor...ashtray...cigs...wine (red) and the radio.

Creature of Comfort in barefeet, jeans and multi layers of t-shirts...top layer being my old ratty "God Save the Queen" number that I havn't been able to discard from my punk rock days...(I do believe in "17's" eyes I am truly the QUEEN of BEEAATCHHH!)

I decide to stay here on the floor until the sun settles into the western group of trees, turning my kitchen oasis into darkness and doom.

Yet, for some unpredictable reason, a tune on the Sony Under-the-Counter sound system belts out a song that I can not sit still for....and turn up to shake the center light fixture.

And yes, my dear, it is so BIZARRE!
I stand and swirl into a dizzy haze...
only to curl up again...
to wait for more turmoil.

I think I will rent Garden State tonight and pretend that someone is singing this to me who gives one ioda of a crap!

"Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
But there's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of the fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
Well every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be"
-New Order