Shut Up-Simple Plan

My Favorite Vice
Originally uploaded by vivianapastor.

Yep...
It's just a Simple Plan...
Shut Up
Don't Smile
I am Done

Having a few bad days here
and have decided
Not to Smile

It's really quite interesting
walking through life
...hallways
...grocery stores
...just NOT SMILING

What once you thought
was a natural charisma...
all of the ATTENTION that you get
for smiling...
just dissolves...

And I start to wonder???

If I never smiled again?
Would I ever meet anyone?
WOuld anyone go out of their way to talk to ME?
Like I do for them?


I've got this problem with crying
Once I start
I can't stop...
So I'M NOT GONNA CRY...
I just frown

I have until June 1st to find out if I will get rehired at my position...
that I took
from a phone call that begged me to join the DISTRICT...
That I left a perfectly OK job for
to get into this DISTRICT

And NOW
I am PISSED...

So I Frown...
I never usually do that
I am MISS OPTIMISTIC
ALWAYS...
but not now...
I would like someone to go out of THEIR way
to LIFT me UP

So I sit in the YARD
I wait for ray's of persuassion...
And even though it's a bit overcast
There are these slivers of sunlight
Reaching down through the clouds
Something magical
Might even happen
But the mystic rays
Shine down into the water of "The Pond"
Instead of on me
Probably making some lucky
Tadpole's day

I check emails
at work and at home...
waiting for news of the job...
or from a freind...

and I wonder again???

And begin to contemplate Quantum Physics-If the universe is, in fact, curved when before we thought is was flat
-then could other happenings in my own life be merely not as they seem as well?
Do I cause my own happiness...
and if I STOP...all of a sudden...
being happy
Does it ALL STOP
IS HAPPINESS JUST INSIDE MY OWN HEAD
OR IS IT REAL???
- The Scientific World has been SHAKEN-truly SHAKEN

Hmmm...
I need about 10 cigarettes
and two bottles of wine for this one!

But First I am gonna walk
to the PIXIES
and not SMILE
or TALK to anyone...
just gonna see
what happens

"There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today..."
-Simple Plan