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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Flavor Of The Week-American Hi-Fi


food for thought
Originally uploaded by lapinfille.

I could Do ANYTHING
to Tempt him...
And it Just Doesn't matter

H Could CARE Less...
He Won't TOUCH Me :((

The more I evaluate his behaviors
The more I feel that my instincts are correct
The more I justify his cold reactions towards ME

...and all of my Fantasies about Others
...and all of my Conversations with Others
...never could be considered CHEATING

Today while I was out waiting for my freinds to join me for the Going Away party I first stopped at the restaurant where I have been going these last two Tuesdays. The guy who plays the Trivia game at the bar was there, being friendly...but there was Always a barstool between us. He is cute, but today I noticed a wedding ring on his finger...and then all of a sudden it was gone. I had to leave however, to join the party at a different place...but as I waited at the bar for my girlfriends...I talked to a Wonderful gentleman who was in his 80's or so...JOE. He was wonderfully charming, and as I left my spot to get a table with friends...I thanked him for his time.

Tonight at HOME....I am terribly Miserable...and even though I wear these great faded and ripped jeans with a light pink t-shirt and toe nail polish to match....I feel Awful around H....and terribly DESPERATE

I am NOT Even a Flavor of the DAY.

"She paints her nails
And she don't know
He's got her best friend on the phone
She'll wash her her
His dirty clothes are all he gives to her
And he's got posters on the wall
Of all the girls he wish she was
And he means everything to her

Her boyfriend
He don't know
Anything about her
He's too stoned
Nintendo
I wish that I could make her see
She's just the flavor of the week


It's Friday night
She's all alone
He's a million miles away
And she's dressed to kill
The TV's on
He's connected to the sound
And he's got pictures on the wall
Of all the girls he's loved before
And she knows all his favortie songs

She makes me weak"
-American Hi-Fi

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