Memos To Self

-Sometimes You're the Bug...Sometimes You're the WIndshield-

Monday, July 25, 2005

Desperate But Not Serious-Adam Ant


My Dream
Originally uploaded by vintage girl.

Well... I must say (and Admit)
LIFE GOES ON

-"The Cat" who is still un-named at the time
...She is getting used to a few rooms downstairs right now...not the whole house, just a few rooms. She has attempted to scratch off the dog's entire nose, which is not a good gesture if she cares to stick around this place very long....SERIOUSLY!

-14 refused to clean up the toilet papered yard, claiming that there was no proof that it was his friends...it could very well have been the deeds of 17's friends...but at 17 and 18 I do believe that they are phasing out of that stage...they are not that DESPERATE for entertainment!!!

-17 returned home from the Dave Matthews Band concert at 2 this morning...in a fairly chipper mood, considering he had been at the event for 15 hours on a 97 degree day. He did find an iPod in the parking lot at the end of the evening and "Had NO IDEA how to find it's owner"...so he brought it home and offered it to me. See, I am the only one in the family that DOES NOT have one. i wonder what he will charge me for it!!!!! SERIOUS

-H will go off to work today and run with his little co-worker girlfriend. They will IM eachother while not running, or while she is not standing/flirting/laying down in his office. If the frickin' company gym had a sauna...I am almost sure you could catch them in there too. And like I said before...with all of the dreams and flirtatious illusions I have had since I started this BLOG (and before hand) I should be happy for him....he can now enjoy passionate feelings and love for someone...of which he has not felt for me in years...Just Yesterday I lay on the bed fresh out of a bath...in just an oversized sea foam towel. When he came up to see if I was ready to go out, he layed down next to me...I rolled over and put my hand on his back....he rolled over to face the other way....Lovely... If I am correct with my assumptions here, at least he is not feeling left out, alone, confused, and unloved with HER....or DESPERATE.

-And ME????
What About ME???
Whatever will I DO???

Well....
I'm gonna
-Go to the library
-Meet some friends at the bar
-Rent some sappy movies
-Walk with my new iPod
............and
-Yes, Find A New Job...4 weeks to lift off!
(Ground Control to Major Tom)


This is a great little picture I used for my post....
Very Creative and True for my Moment these days

"Her little wings
grew fainter

She forgot the dawn

I am AFRAID
She felt something choking her"

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