Vacation-Go Go's

I am back from a very well deserved weekend trip with my best friend L. We squealed out of the drivway at exactly 2:35 on Friday afternoon and arrived back home in the exact same driveway on Sunday at 3:05 p.m.
L treated me to the ENTIRE weekend blast from dinners to spa treatment, lunch, a stop for supplied at a nearby market, the accomodations and even a special hand woven handbag. This was in reciprocation for tutoring her son last quarter and not accepting a penny...all in the name of best freinds!!

I paid for all bar cocktails, several games of pool, our last day's lunch, and my own treats to bring home to my unworthy family. The bar cocktails are a bit of something that I get off very cheap on, only because I seem to have a most gracious way of getting to know a bartender, talking to him by name, and ending up never receiving the need to pay for a tab. I tried to teach L the same skills, she was beging to catch on!

A quick synopsis...
Day 1
Long trip made in 3 hours...
Sang all the way-acted like fools.
Fancy dinner out-live Jazz outside on the water.
Rest of the evening spent in little Mexican bar...
Margarittas
Coronas
Sombrero's
and Steve...
a 26 or so year old local
who told me to drive L home and come back by myself!
He liked my rings, brushed up on my shoulder, and was quite interesting

What stops me at that Point?
I went to my room, laying in bed, and wondering...

"If I truly acted on what I really wanted and desired...
Would I ever finally be happy???"

I could not sleep
It was 1:30 in the morning...
What holds me back???

Story of my life.
Holding back

.....Saturday
Shopping
Shopping
Spa

So Nice

I am having a very difficult time here at home right now
arguing with 17 about his evening plans at a lake house tonight...
no phone numbers provided
and the asshole H allows him to go above my wishes...
I truly HATE my family...
I should never have come home...
Taken up the Sunday invitation to sail on a 40 foot boat
in the bay
all day

SHould have NEVER COME HOME

I have so much more to Blog about
I will have to continue the best part of the trip
Later tonight.


Later