Can't Take It-All American Rejects

Fishing Camp Dusk
Originally uploaded by roamin.

If I could place myself into this Photograph
I would lie myself down
Inside the middle boat
All curled Up
Close my eyes.....

There are things that I can not Take right now...
The heat
The end of Summer...it's last gasp
My messy room
The cat I adopted that hides under the bed
The thought of taking her back to the shelter
17 driving my car downtown with no regard
14 becoming a Freshman and being tormented by his very own brother...17
14 kicking 17's Ass in retaliation
The loss of several friends

There are also some good things going on...
A few new friends
A new job to start soon
A soon to start Football Season

If I could just lie down in the middle boat
Untie it's rope
And float away

...Float Away
Can't Take It

I still look really Happy on the outside however
No One even knows
The pain

I did just recently go see a movie with a new friend. It was nice. It was air conditioned and cold. We ate popcorn. The truth is I had no idea What the movie was even about. I couldn’t tell the good guys from the bad guys if you paid me a million dollars. But I do know that there isn't anyone on this whole entire planet that I'd rather be Not watching that movie with Than him! Just a friend with a smile, but someone to take my mind off of the "Dreads of my Day". That was One day, that was good to me lately.
Maybe next time we could just lie around in a boat.