On The Roof Again-Eve 6

A Tire D'aile
Originally uploaded by anideg.

I arrive home from work
Very TIred
Very Hungry
...did I say I was Tired?
Yes

Something about the beginning of the school year that totally drains me. Yesterday I took a two hour nap...rewoke at around 6:30...ran to Mc Donalds to pick up "dinner" for the kids and just collapsed again. WOke up extra early today for an extra early staff meeting....run, run, run.

Today I feel the need to do the same...maybe with a bottle or two of red wine. I told H that it is odd...how in the summer I can stay up till 1 or 2 in the morning and get up nice and fresh...but with work I can not....He pointed out that the summer days of lounging in T's pool and laying on the couch are not neccesarily draining. For once...I agreed with him!

I am having fun with all of the new people at work...and one special guidance counselor...but with so many things spinning inside my head...I find my tired feet taking me fast to the stairwell...wanting to climb the stairs to the roof...jumping...arms flailing. No one there quite knows me yet...wearing a mask of secrets I wander the halls...have not ventured into the teachers lounge for lunch yet, breaking a promise to myself I eat in my room at the computer.

At least...being back at work...I have little time to stress myself with the thoughts around the house. Not that those thoughts were stressfull...just alluring enough to take me to THE ROOF.

I am finding less time to spend here on the computer...and Black Cat requires a few positive strokes on her back.

Later
Need to eat and take a nap!