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Sunday, July 17, 2005

Here's To The Night-Eve 6


Framed 2
Originally uploaded by lapinfille.

A girl's Gotta DO...what a Girl's gotta DO!

And I should have taken a chance.....
But didn't
Held back
For what????

Came home from a weekend
entered the HOUSE
and questioned my very own
Reasoning....

OK...Saturday Night FEVER?????

John Henry
Jon-E-Vegas
Bob
Jim
Dave
Brian
Skater DUDE
Tongue Pierced DUDE (double piercing)
His Polo shirt Buddy
The two georgeous But quiet observers directly across the bar
Smiling all the time....

6 Hours/ 11 potentials....
To take my overactive mind off of my boring suburban life
uninterested husband
and unforgiving teens....'

After a day of shopping in quaint waterside shops
A wonderful morning of purchases
-4 beautiful amber and green colored votive candle holders
-Hand woven black and gray simple shoulder bag-one of a kind
-Lovely antique yard trellace
-Salt Water taffy for kids
-Mustard, cherries and wine for H

Afternoon Spa services lasting over 3 1/2 hours
-Rusitic decorated room, aromatic, calm, deep massage
(tearful release of stress)
-Pedicure
-Manicure

Back to room...Corona....Nap

Dinner at fine Seafood restaraunt with 8:00 reservations

The night of enchantment begins...
6 hours/11 potential encounters

What the F**** am I doing?????

2:30 a.m.
It is either a curse or a miracle that L
gets her period and needs to go back to the shelter of the room-
Because I do not know who I would have chosen
or what I would have done????

All I do know for sure....
is that it would have been a mistake
a foolish mistake

Because the ONE I truly yearned for was not there...
and that yearning wasn't for H sitting inside my house 200 miles away either!!!!

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