The Bitter End of a Bottle - I Have Murdered Her

The bitter End of a Bottle - I have murdered her
Originally uploaded by moonchild41.

I am not quite myself...and this isn't helping any more.

I got bit by T's new 1 1/2 year old MONSTER German Shepard today while in her yard.

17 is crabby and picking on me.

14 is equally cruel when getting home from 6 hour football practices.

I need something...but just can't quite put my finger on it.

I've read all the books I can. Rented all the DVD's that inspire me. Bought a few new outfits. Painted. Flea marketed. Went to EVERY fair and festival offered in the surrounding area. Received a massage, manicure, and pedicure. Entered new bars. Went out to lunch with L at least 1o times this summer in fun, interesting places. Listened to enough music to fill two iPods. Spent time at the lake...many lakes. Layed forever in the sun. Cleaned my house. Walked over 150 miles.

I have two weeks left.

Inspire ME!