Wanted-Cranberries

I've only sad stories to tell to this town. My dreams have withered and died."
Originally uploaded by lapinfille.

I have Wanted Many things in my life...
Many Never to be Received...

I have Favorite ThINGS as well
...a few

(Last page first...)
Getting ready for vacation

Standing in a long line and striking up fun conversation instead of getting fidgety, and then when you get to the front, being really nice to the clerk

Helping someone old, even if it’s just with a smile

Making someone’s day

Someone making mine

...................
I guess I have always WANTED...
this Town has not PROVIDED
and DREAMING
is getting OLD

Tonight, instead of driving away when things got rough...I just planted myself on the patio, with a bottle of red and a full pac of cigarettes....
Here is how I saw it...

17-Coach said I need a new pair of trainers
ME- ok...I can take you later
17- I need to go now
ME-I guess so...but only $50 for them
17-No way...you can't get anything good for that
ME-Then you pay the rest
17-No Way
ME-I guess I will pay more if you keep running Varsity, but you can not choose to run down to JV if asked...you are good...keep running Varsity
17-F*** you, I can CHOOSE what I want
ME-Then I CHOOSE not to pay ANYTHING
17-DAD.......take me to get shoes
ME-(SILENCE)...for the rest of the night:((

I AM PLANNING a vacation...
-Costa Rica
or
-Punta Cana?

ALONE