my advent calendar =2005.12.10=
Originally uploaded by yoshiko_314.

Parties...
make me sad
I think
I look
I gaze
At all of the people
dressed up in pretty clothes

and standing by one of the multiple bars in the lobby
after salad and soup and steak and some sorta dessert that i can not identify...but it must be good cuz it has all those pretty drizzly things on the plate...served by waiters in black and white and silvery covered plates...I find a guy

from Belgium
with an accent who stands by me and smokes and smiles and makes me feel good inside
but I know not to fall

Cuz at the smoking table nearest to me
with a cocktail in hand
is another girl in a
sparkly dress

and she smiles with sparkly white teeth

Deep down...I recognize her from fab summer Condo parties
and places where people show off
so I know
That SHE is gonna make Sven very happy for the night....

And the band plays on
and the guests dance
and I go back and watch from a very pretty table...
........Smile
but deep down Inside
I just wanna get back home
....skip the prize drawings for round trip airfare
.....and Box seats for Bucks games

and listen to a song
and Float into a
Dream

When I get home.......I listen to it for hours

Over and Over Again