My Best Friend-Weezer

Ok...I am verclempt...Spelling?

I am still unable to post pics here today...and it leaves me a bit empty inside.
I am a visual learner...a visual whore...I need to see!

But I guess I will try to go on just my feelings here.
I have been experiencing a multitude of feelings.

Today, however...I must Blog...about someone who I can see
I saw him this morning...lying in his bed.
Entered his bedroom...to wake him from a blaring alarm.
He is startled...looks up in a haze, and smiles...he always smiles.

I LOVE him.
LOVE is found in unexpected places at times...but this place is one that I treasure.
I find LOVE in 14.
He grows up in front of my eyes.
Causes me to smile...And even when I am down and out...I smile.

His attributes...well...There are so many

His smile
His laughter
His choice of friends and their laughter around me
His sparkling eyes
His respect for my feelings
His LOVE

He is strong...very strong
He is gentle as well
He is tidy...except his room
He is funny
He likes to dance, and will dance with me in a crowd
He is bigger than I...towers over me...fills up my shadow

I wake him for weight club
He rides off on his bike
I watch as he scurries away.

He was a VERY difficult baby
I cried as much as he did...
He cried all of the time
He drove me crazy...
But now...if he finds me crying
over a Movie, or a Mood, or any Manic reason at all
He hugs me...asks what is wrong...holds me
As I held him so many years ago.

He is MY BEST FRIEND
He won't be around Forever

How do I HOLD ON?