Everybody's Got To Learn Sometime-Beck

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I have an imaginary friend

I Wish that he was here
Closer
So that I could run crashing into his arms
At the speed of light

The only thing worse than not having him here
Is not having the thought
of HIM
at all

After watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind today on the couch
I sometimes wish I could erase 30 years of memories with H
Or at least those which hurt so much...
They happen to occur lately...on a daily basis.
Did I make One Big Foolish Mistake?
Why do I stay here?
Does "Everybody Got To Learn Sometime"?
What would I learn?

"Change your heart, look around you
Change your heart, it will astound you
I need your loving like the sunshine
And everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime"
-Beck