Not Sorry-The Cranberries

lifesaver
Originally uploaded by emdot.

I'm gonna deperately need one of these
this summer to survive the
constant
torture
in this household...

Gosh...I THINK I love them both ( I am not sure)
H and 17...
but it is as if I am odd man out...

I thought spouses were supposed to come to aggreements and stand as a United Front with their children...
I think someone here is messing with my manic mind.

Usually they have me in tears over similar crap
But this time I am standing strong...
I have had it
and
I'm not sorry

(I think they hate me)
Mentla Note: Next time H is drowning...do not risk your life to save his...do not even THINK about it.

On top of everything else...the EVENT that I had wanted to go to today is not on HIS list. See, Three things...all of the ones that were important to me...erased, with the flick of a hand:(

" Keep on looking through the window again
But I'm not sorry if I do insult you
And I'm sad, not sorry 'bout the way that things went
And you'll be happy and I'll be forsaken thee
I swore I'd never feel like this again
But you're so selfish
You don't see what you're doing to me "
-Cranberries