Am I Ever Gonna FInd Out-Lifehouse

The Refusal
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TEACHER HALLUCINATES ABOUT COOL FRIENDS
This is totally gonna be my moment in the SUN

I will not say NO...NO not ME

The concert is anticipated to be THE event.
I have bought the food...the wine...the tickets...
...and...

I can't describe what a great concert does to me. I'm moving, then I am still, but all the while I am thinking, "That's me. That's me up there. That's my life they are singing about."
So...
what ever the past days have brought me...
tears...
fears...
chears
I am gonna have some FUN!
and forget my worries...
on this night...

Don't look for me on Friday...prepping for the GIG
check back on Saturday....

(Mental Note: Do not build things up...Buttercup)

"In between this am I gonna find a way
to defeat this living inside yesterday
I'm alive I think it's time to live
like I am
am I ever gonna find it
am I ever gonna find it?"
-Lifehouse